Hi xanga,

I haven't used this for a while. At least now I can vent.

I find it absolutely ridiculous how things are going at northern. How do people think so fucking stupidly? I don't know this place is ridiculous. So many freaking dumb people with no freaking idea. I almost want to blame someone else for it but I guess it is partially my fault. Never again will I help others that will fucking backstab me. No way again will there be any sympathy for the people that are fucking stupid and retarded. Goddammit I sometimes wish you guys would die in a fucking car accident and just leave me the fuck alone. And who is it to say that I can't talk to anyone? Is there normal civilians that has the authority to say "don't talk to this person or that person." I think not. Then why do they do it? I am going fucking nuts and I can't see straight. Sometimes I wish I tried harder and have never met certain people. I can't wait till the day I am standing on a mountain and overlooking everyone. With the people that has betrayed and attacked me will get no fucking sympathy from me. I hope life goes well for them. Good luck and goodnight.

Daniel

I don't think I'm going to get a motorcycle anymore.